TODAY IS A FXCKED UP DAY.

Yes that's right , f-x-c-k-e-d-u-p. Headed down to Heeren to have my nails done with Amanda . She was late as usual and in the end , hell loads of other things happened. From girls issues to guys . Sighs , what is seriously wrong with the whole world recently? Self-destruction? Perharps :/ All in all , it sure did screwed up everybody's mood and the nevertheless , the rest of the day. Quarrels between friends , breakdowns and even between lovers.

Had a pretty number of arugement with Sugar today :/ sighs felt like killing myself but I'm glad everything's fine right now all thanks to my love drugs that are always there to catch me when I fall.

A big thanks to Amanda Lai , Abrel Anal , and the rest (you know who you are) for encouraging me and preventing myself from hurting even more. Guess what , I can't sleep right now despite my constant whinning about my dark circles and eye bags :( I have no idea why I can't fall asleep , physically worn out , mentally awake. Hate this kind of feeling.

Best of all is that I'm having a very terrible cough . In fact even Amanda , Joyi , Jacintha too are having it ! Urghs , the 'sick' season is here once again. Screw it . I'm feeling sleepy yet I can't sleep . Hate this shixt whenever it happens cause what I'm typing , I'm like not concentrating and end up blogging hell loads of irrelevant stuff . :( Sugar is like sleeping like a log right now . He's forever texting halfway and falling asleep , that used to be how I treated him , now he's doing it back to me :( assssssssssssssssssssssssss. Can't be helped , someone has gotta work tomorrow while I can take my own sweet time to prepare to head out and even can sleep as much as I want :)

Back to the point , after some issues that remained unsettled , hanged out around Cube before Sugar and myself with one of his friend decided to head home first.

Managed to catch the last train and bus ! Lucky ttm , I like (Y) Got home and shixt started once again. Couldn't help with all those shixt stuff I posted on Facebook and started breaking down , doing things that I'm starting to regret right now . Rar . Alright I'm done blogging for today. I shall force myself to sleep before I look like a fxcking drug-addict.  :(