Thursday, September 23, 2010/11:59 PM
■ 5th ♥ , To my dearest Kayden .
Happy 5th Monthsary Sweetheart. ♥
The first ever picture I took of you before we even got together was started to become very close. And in the blink of an eye , we've been together for 5 months now ! That's a total of 150days , 9000hours , 540000 minutes and 32400000 seconds. On average the heart of an adult beats about 72 times a minute which means that our hearts have been beating together for 648000 times. I'll never forget how you annoyed me even before we got together and how we hated each other at first sight. The first time we saw each other was when the rest were at Long John Silver just as I arrived , you guys started teasing me with someone*(you know who cause you were one of them that teased the shit outta me). After that , a few days later , we started having minor conversation with each other. But that was not all , the official 'best' conversation of the year is when .....
You : (giving the cork fuck face)
Me : LJBin.
You : CBBin.
------- Pissed-----
Next was at mac when you said : Can you just shut the fuck up for 1 minute? And I glared at you as you ate your burger as I wasn't even talking to you in the first place. As the days past , we got closes with each other , I remembered once when we walked to the train station together and before you left you let me bought back your camera and said about adding each other on Fb. HEHEHEHE ^^
Then on the 23rd of April , we headed down to a BBQ which I didn't know any people there but Billy and you. By then , we were considered pretty close. You kept on asking me to go , so in the end we went there and you accompanyed me the whole night.
Got home in the wee hours and before I left , we had each other's contact and stayed texting each other. We both fell asleep halfway but in the afternoon , when we both were awake , we started this silly thing by 'changing names' . So Kayden was Joanne and Joanne was Kayden . We kept texting and then at 1.17PM , you popped the question , when I was reading the message , I still remembered how my mom looked at me thinking I was crazy , I then realised that I was giggling to myself and blushing. The way you asked me to be with you is the cutest thing ever ♥ . That very day , we met each other at cube as the above picture and the first thing I saw that made me smile was you and your silly actions wearing my charm bracelets that was with you the previous night. You started putting your hands on my shoulder kissed me softly before heading to where the rest were at and the rest didn't realised that we were together till you hug me tight in front of them. When they asked whether we were together , you smiled and them and said yes. (:
Many people at that point of time didn't expect us to last due to our clash of characters , personality , blunt tongue and straightforwardness. In short , you were like the male version of me and I'm like the female version of you but shorter. :( We started spending time together , you tried to physco me to play dota with you and finally one day , I agreed to it and till now we're playing it together. I wouldn't say that we're perfect cause in reality , no one is but I would say that whatever we've become together is more than what I expected. Soon our 1st month came and I baked cookies for you , while you bought me out for dinner ♥ . Then came our 2nd month and I got you a box of 520 heartshape straws that is now at your place. By the 3th month , you gave me what I least expected , 3stalkes of roses and a ring. I couldn't ask for more.
You never fail to annoy me whenever and whereever we are. Although people may think that we're not a happy couple , that's because they don't get to see how we are really like towards each other. And I just want to let you know that even by just staying at home and spending time with you is able to brighten up my day as you never fail to annoy me and do unexpected cute actions to make me laugh. Yes we do have arguements till the point whereby we won't want to talk to each other but everytime , within an hour or even a few minutes , I'm glad that we're about to patch things up and do silly things to make the other party smile.
You never fail to make me smile and melt my heart whenever you've just gotten up from bed. Your cuteness is so irresistable !!! And gawd just by seeing it I can't help it but to hug and kiss you. Each time we quarrel , I know I'm cry baby , but after all that I hope that you'll not think that you're a bad Bf cause seriously , girls tend to cry and maybe it's because I didn't cry much when I was a little girl therefore that explains the amount of tears I'm able to cry. I've never stopped loving you. I know I sound chessy and corny but you and your sweetness caused me to. (:
Thanks for tolerating my temper from time to time , thanks for loving me , thanks for the gifts you've given me , thanks for the joy , laughter , crazniess and everything you've given me. In short , you did what you promised me from the beginning to make me go crazy round and round everyday and loving me and only me , noticing what I like and don't. Try to make an effort to make this work . And most importantly , for being there everytime I need you. For the past few months we've been together , I would say that each day spend with you is a different unpredictable day. We do crazy things together such as the bug attack incident and take photos in my room , clean and renovate my room , snatching each other's blankets , splashing cold water at each other , eating supper together and watching movie online together. Doing anything with you makes my day complete. And thanks for making the effort to spend more time with me. I hope you'll not be in army before my birthday , christmas and new year. Or even before the CNY. Don't fret whenever you see me cry , just remember that as long as you are there for me I'll be fine as whenever things go wrong , all I'll do is to look at our photos and tell myself that we've come this far because I love you. Therefore , I'll never leave you k?
You'll forever be my girl-looking bf. You'll forever be my annoying yet adorable bf. You're my future husband , my current fiance. You'll forever be my : Bf , BBB , SugarMonster , Love , Bibi , Pooppii , Pipi .... and the list goes on.
No matter how tough things may get in the future , I hope that you'll be there holding my hand and stay with me. I love you and only you k? XXX. You're the first bf my mom have accepted , the first that came to my doorstep after a quarrel , the first to stay my place , the first to meet my family , the first to have the worst arguement with me , the first and last to fill my life up and give me all you can with love. Once again , I'll keep our memories and someday when we grow old , we'll be able to talk about it and laugh at how young and silly we were . I believe that the love we're having is definitely stronger than the quarrels we have . As the quarrels are the ones that makes us stronger .
Lastly , HAPPY 5TH DEAREST ! I LOVE YOU.
XXX.
From your gf , Joanne Josie Elizabeth ♥